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November 6th, 2009
12:31 am - Unavoidable thoughts
My tumblr revived :D HAHAHAHA.
http://haywiredheartz.tumblr.com
But anyway, i like lj also. Soooooo, i shall constantly switch alliances (:
Hahaha.
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November 3rd, 2009
12:15 am - How come things never seemed to work out right?
Why do i feel that the ones i've cherished, the ones i've loved, the ones who were close to me,
all becomes only a memory.
A sweet memory which would bring bitter in your heart.
You feel so bitter that only dreams feel so real and reality so artificial.
Today some people got their heads rolling.
Cause everyone expected venice to come out as seq. But it didn't.
Lucky i did study globalisation.
But i didn't finish :(
I feel stressed and scared.
I don't know what to do, what to say, who to tell.
Cause everyone is so busy as well.
I think i lost someone.
Someone funny, great and always listening to my rantings.
Made the person lose the good impression of me i guess.
:(
Why do things change?
I can't breathe well.
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October 29th, 2009
11:45 pm - Hearts.
Tonnes of piccas to upload. Luv my dearies. Miss Fj2 also. Heehee.
Another one week! Fighting!
Smile You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
You totally blow my mind,everytime.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/mellow.gif) calm
Current Music: Smile
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October 27th, 2009
08:16 pm - feel like telling you, i love you.
 Woke up ard 6 then went to school. Then did maths.
Fi and co had consultation while i lay half conscious on the bench.
I wasn't exactly sleeping. But i'm awake just that mind's blank or what.
I don't know how to explain. But anyway, i realised i was in soaked in tears.
I thought i was having flu cause i felt watery at my nose there.
But actually they are tears.
Maybe there's some things in my heart that i can't express.
It doesn't mean i don't talk about it means i'm fine with it.
I don't know.
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I SAW MY FACE IN LOVE'S BLOG 8D
*HEARTZXCZXZS*
No worries dear :) I'll be here for you when your sky falls k :D
Must jiayou. I'm here for you :)
Love you <3
Ytd's english uh.. My compo.... Well, screwed it i guess.
But i'm not gonna wallow myself in self-pity.
But maths paper 1 today was,......... peanut.
Such peanut peasy until i doubt my answers. :/
Tmr paper2. Scared leh.
Esp, after tmr's paper its amath alrd. :(
Went tiong with fi just now. Aiseh. Finally for once jw not with us!
Then we can ....................... go two world-ing together. Hahaha.
miss you.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/blank.gif) blank
Current Music: Pu tong peng you
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October 20th, 2009
10:55 pm - Today's the 20th. (i still do)
 
  
  
 
  
  
 
  
 
  
  
 
  
  
  
 
 
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/cold.gif) cold
Current Music: thats why you go away - michael learns to rock
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October 18th, 2009
October 17th, 2009
12:20 am - tongue tied
There was once a girl who once met a boy at a basketball court.
A number from a friend, to give a phone call to that boy just to bring his dog down.
She likes dogs. But she was attracted more to the boy, maybe because they were worlds apart.
Just like magnets, unlike poles attract.
They got to know each other better. because he had her number in his phone after the phone call.
Then went out without anyone knowing a single tale.
They ended up surprisely everyone that didn't know.
Everyone then knows, the two of them are together.
They were close, sweet like sugar.
He is like a drug to her, everyday not seeing him makes her sick, lethargic and love sick.
Sometimes things were tense, but they always went back to still in love with each other.
Then, the girl felt unimportant to that boy. Because he study very hard.
She was afraid of being a burden to him.
But things still got through.
Soon, the girl felt insecure. She didn't know why she didn't know how, but she told
the boy that they should have a chill. Her heart broke a little, but she remain insistent.
Because she didnt want the boy to affect his studies, she didnt know if he still wants her.
Somehow, they ended up apart.
She never gets to see him because they're just like worlds apart.
But she kept waiting, looking.
Hoping to see him, to tell him, to whisper so soft.
" i still love you "
My eyes don't lie, because right now i cry.
( sometimes.. )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/worried.gif) scared
Current Music: Nobody
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October 15th, 2009
11:54 pm - Irreplacable
Tomorrow's the last day or school. Or, somehow so. I did sbq qns today.
I think the ten yr series for amaths 07 v difficult. worst than 06's. agree?
I think everyone is mugging like crazy, but mine is like so................. slow.
Arghhhhh :/ Sigh. Tomorrow got geog! Dk got msn paper again a not! :) Heehee.
Im stuck on the geog qns. But no one online to save me :(
I'm gonna miss that face of yours when im gone.
I'm gonna try to go on hiatus!
Anyw, my phone crazy alrd :( So if i nv reply you sometimes, its becus i can't.
My lesbianszxczxc today so dao + emo like that. Keep attitude me sia! :(
Must be the ** Hahhahaa.
still in love with you.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Nobody -wondergirls
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October 14th, 2009
10:17 pm - Why are you already gone?
Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
To everyone who is reading this, just wanna say i love y'all alot.
(heart heart heart + infinity heartz )
Though sometimes im always joking and teasing, ................................... but I'm serious.
Really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( Those who dk how to infer v well, I add exclamation marks to indicate that im serious!)
I came to realise sometimes you only lose your friends then you start to say how much you really appreciate them.
Or, when you lose someone important.
Yeap! I know everyone's working v hard now right! Don't get too stress.
Those having probs, dont give up! Anything share ok :D I be your lizening ear *cheeky smile*
Those couple couple one ah! Hahahaha. Don't make me "jealous". Hahahah. Yah yah whatever :D
I just feel like showing my gratitude + love ++ appreciation to..........................................................
Cow Fiona(2) Kim Janice Bel Sarah(2) Agnes Carmen Jasmine H.pill Mandy Joanne + everyone else whom i can't rmb.
Sorry, will hold on.
love you.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Have you ever.
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October 11th, 2009
04:05 pm
Yesterday's.
Happy birthday brader! Finally 9years old -.- Haha
( As if you'll be reading this! pfft. ) In future you see this you should be touched uh.
Like, 6years later i show you this column. Hahaha. :B
Celebrated his bday in ritz carton hotel room -.- Long story actually. I've got piccas.
Just that not with me :) It was quite fun, actually. Our dinner was like takeaway from BK @ marina sq.
And we watched Lilo & Stitch from the vcd player. which reminded me of you. I watch till i cry -.-
There's this part the lilo and stitch, the lilo told stitch......
" I've always said i needed you, but you're the one who actually needed me the most. "
Damn sad leh.
We also watch Click from AXN. Maybe i'm the only one playing attention to the tv uh.
Also v sad you know -.- Then i sit there watching the ending that time, i was like tearing -.- But i was sitting near to the
tv, so no one playing attention to my face. The rest drank wine, ate and took pictures -.-
Presently.
Studying ss now. Well, crap heh? Cause i wouldn't be posting if im studying right. :S
Suddenly cannot focus. Ahhhhh :( i kept thinking of you that you said you've lost those feelings.
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Have you ever
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October 9th, 2009
10:21 pm - You're on my heart just like a tattoo, I'll always love you.
Ellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Didn't blog for a couple of days.
Kept resisting the temptation to on the computer. Heehee. One week passed so quickly.
I kept having you appearing in my thoughts, and a smile spread across then i start to laugh by myself.
Today geog was fun. Hahaha. Esp the msn paper v2.1 damn lag one. They write slow, pass slow. But v funny (as in the contents).
That nigel even took photo and post on his blog -.- But some contents censored off already.
Because......... inappropriate if that someone that they're talking abt happens to find out. Hahaha.
Seriously, v funny.
Finally I've finished my english compo. Hahaha. I share lah ok. Since i'm gonna blog now :)
( Here's the compo.. )
Okieeeeee. Read already tell me whether the story is lame or whatever -.-
I completed it when i was at commonwealth mac just now! Happyyyyyyyy cause i finally finished,
not because dk how to write, but don't have the right words to put my story. Hahaha.
Current Location: study room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/working.gif) accomplished
Current Music: please don't leave me
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October 4th, 2009
11:44 pm - " Faith is the only arsenal to battle doubt " -Change of Heart
 
Hiiiiiiiii * wave hands* Hahaha.
I woke up @ 2plus today! Hehhhhhehhhhhh. K lah. Gotta study!
Ytd lantern festival is it? Cause we went to carry lanterns ytd -.- But i didn't. I be the photographer for them. Haha.
I help them take :)
Went to commonwealth mac to study. I ask ard to many different ppl, but they not free :(
So sadddddddd. In the end, my sis went with me. Then ard 10plus, i told her we walk home :D
She say i crazy. But we did anyway. Then till ard meiling st, there's small little drizzle. So we walked faster.
And i keep skipping cause the base of my feet hurt -.- ( Most prolly becus i have flat feet)
Reached home and i looked like i am raining. Showered. Now continue doing maths.
Those taking N's tomorrow must jiayou ok! :D All the best kay! :D
Toodles dearies.
You're in every corner of my mind. Faith in you keeps me going.
Darling, w8 and see.
Current Location: study room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/cheerful.gif) optimistic
Current Music: I want to know what love is- mariah carey
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October 3rd, 2009
October 2nd, 2009
10:44 pm - i wonder why..
GUESS WHO !?
:)
Hiiiiiiiiii, all these all random photos :D Some taken long beforeeeeee, just that i didn't post.
:P Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DSKW! :D (30sept)
GROW TALLER!
:P
Had memory filing program!
I almost fell asleep when he was telling us to
" CLOSE YOUR EYES, ..................................
RELAX....
RELAX...
RELAX...
RELAX...
RELAX...
RELAX..
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RE-LAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. "
I almost fell asleep lah! Omfg -.-
After he say " open your eyes " I really don't feel like doing so....
But very disrespectful leh! Hahaha.
Today, study in sch, go tiong, eat 18chefs w fi, bel,jas,kim. then go safra, play pool with fj2, go back tiong the Burger king,
study. eat subway (only i eat they watch -.-). Walk with fi and jw. supposed to walk to redhill mrt (fi's hse)...
but then, today fiona's brother bday! so........ we went to bm's mac to buy supper for him.
saw mr chui, dhur, janice, cheryl @ mac :)
and we walked to fi's hse there. she acc jw to w8 for bus. then i walked home from her hse there.
reached home @ abt 10plus. :P later gg to study.
tomorrowwwwwwwwww..... i think they wanna go and study.
OH YAH.
TODAY MS CHIN SEND ME TO THE FOYER CAUSE SHE SAY I WEAR COLOURED BRA :(
Not only me lah. Others who kena also. Plus, its not even an attire checking day.
And then ytd i or for the previous few days, i've been wearing white lah. What the heck?!
Bel tell me is bcus of xiaohui! Zz.
Play pool today :) So long nv touch alrdy. I forgot how to playyyyyyyy -.-
But still got goal lah. Heehee :P
Fi and Jw hor.... V funny :D
Cute lah. Just that jw like always no reaction and like to eavesdrop :X
Hahaha.
Sometimes, i make a wish when i see the star but i end up wondering if its a satellite.
Because it nv came true.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: i stay in love
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September 29th, 2009
10:04 pm - Get back
Had memory fileling technique programme today.
Abit boring and sleepy though. But still okay uh.
Went through english paper.
Wah, then my compo uh, got this phrase " I knew i had screwed up "
Then it was shown on the screen to everyone -.- I think all 4e5n.
Damn it.
Went to eat 18chefs. :) V nice.
Then went back sch. They did studying or what. And i do my stuffs.
My heart grew fonder.
I couldn't. Every little thing reminds of you.
Don't. go.
Sorry for the stupid things.
Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn't greener
soon as we find out, we forget
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Is gonna be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gonna be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean, to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Oh so sorry, oh no, oh so sorry
Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when it's through
Well, sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Is gonna be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Can't always be strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gonna be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all, at all
Sometimes a man
Is gonna be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gonna be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/determined.gif) determined
Current Music: i will be - leona lewis
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September 28th, 2009
11:28 pm - Finally! Peace :D
Thankyou a million :D
Loveeeee you. <3
Finally laughters, smiles and jokes :)
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Got back our prelim results today :/
I got alot of C :( Need to work harderrrr!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY LIM JUE YU, MY BAOBERHHHHHHH :D
(inserts infinity heartz)
I hope you like my card! :) Heehee.
Can watch NC16 le hor!! Be more mature k! HAHAHA.
When have problems must click my 8digit! I'll be there for you k!
FIGHTING!
Let me tell you how i had MY PEACE TODAY! :D
Me kim and fi talked @ parade sq though last night they say NE sq -.-
Then talk.
I think fi like wanna burst her blood vessels, cause i can feel her blood boiling.
I also dk why :/ Then talk until sometimes speechless.
Gahhhh~
And it ended with silence.
But luckily, i wrote a letter filling in the gaps where our conversation had left.
So now, i think its okay. Well, think so. :)
We had isp after sch -.- Chem experiment first then physics go thru paper.
Then we went to eat sakae w fi jw agnes and jas.
Janice, jueyu, bel and fionac also got go.
We actually wanna fight see who eat more. But idk whats the result at the end.
HAHAHA.
I heard jw say softly,
"你叫我去那里我就去哪里咯!" HAHAHAHA
Walked back to sch w Jw & fi. V funny :)
Jw v retarded! Fiona also!
I WANT TO BUY ANGKUKUEH LOR!!!!!!
Night academy v funny :D
Then actually dhurkesh, rafidah, jw, me and fi wanna go eat dessert at redhill market -.-
So we walk there aft that. AND.............. REALISED THE MARKET IS CLEANING.
SOOOOOOOO.............
ALL THE SHOPS NOT OPEN!!!
-.-
HAHAHAHAHAH.
My heart's still with you.
So is my soul, i cannot only have you with me thru faith.
But still, im afraid.
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: unbelieveable
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September 27th, 2009
04:41 am - show not tell
its now like 4.42 am. Hahaha. And im awake.
Im afraid to sleep. Cause............................. got nightmares. :)
Hahaha.
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September 26th, 2009
01:02 pm - your attitude?
"Love is like a Rubix Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it."In the morning i got leg cramp!! -.- So i suddenly woke up. Hahaha. Me making prezzie now...... Made w love :D Yesterday Jas acc me to TiongBahru's popular. Bought the stuffs i wanted. :) Then we took 33 and went Ikea.... Well, we stay ard that area anyway -.- Bought a jar. hahahah. still thinking of what to do with it ah. Hahaha. Lame right? But i like leh :) Making a gift for somemore is better than just buying it right. Unless the gift you chose is something your friend rlly wanted v much :) Oh oh. I think writing cards are ................................... romantic? HAHAHAHA. Seriously lah, like esp from guys, its like a rlly rare thing, you know. Plus, i find that words that are written on card/paper is more down to earth. Hahaha. illogical ? But if you look at it another way right, if you sent it by sms, one day it might actually get deleted. Whereas in card/letter form, you can to keep it leh! Right right right! Hahaha. Anyway i saw an interesting article! :D Its about................................... ............ *drum rolls* *eyes rolls* . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 10 Reasons why you're still fat! (HAHAHAHAHHAH) Oops, sorry. How many people would actually post this lah! Haha. Right? 
(1) Lack of sleep
Studies have shown that people who get more than seven hours’ sleep a night are less likely to put weight on than those who don’t.
So good for you if you sleep like <7 hours.
Look at yourself now if you're one of those. -.-
(2) cutting alcohol out completely
(3) being too cold
(4) exercising and overeating
(5) muscle meltdown
(6) setting low expectations
(7) misconceptions abt cocoa
(8) drinking water
(9) combining goals
(10) lack of potassium
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The rest i lazy to elaborate.
Hahahahah.
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September 25th, 2009
08:46 pm - Hello!
Finally finished prelims! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :D
But it doesn't mean i don't have to study anymore. Need to do revision :/ I will start soon!
Must keep the mood going!
So now i'm invisible and dispensible.
All i get are no replies even though i'm pulling everything together.
We had graduation celebration today................................
Kinda boring, and some people bastard those who went up the stage.
-.-
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08:44 pm - No words
I just realised i didn't post this ytd. -.- Anyway, it wasn't meant for reading :D So don't bother. :)
( Don't read this, please. )
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